Stamped: April 18th, 2008 | Related Posts
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Maybe it is the foggy greyish weather in HK, maybe it’s me getting old, maybe it’s because I’ll be in my girl’s bad days of the month soon, but I feel really lonely right now.

I feel gloomy and I desperately seek affection. Any kind of human physical contact.

I need to hold my friends, hug them, kiss them but most importantly I feel a great urge to be loved and taken cared of.
But I am not physical, and never show my feelings.
So I hold without holding tight, I hug making sure there is a distance, I don’t really kiss but give a peck… And I show that I’m strong and independent.

It is so childish. I don’t know why I feel that way. Why I feel so weak and empty.

There is warmth in my heart though, but I don’t for whom my heart is burning.
It is probably burning for the ideal love I long for but cannot reach.